Successfully done with the wedding. I would call it a success based on the number of people I have pissed off and made enemies.
Its weird that all these years, I felt like wedding was this huge obstacle in the way of my plans. And it was something that was suppose to be done. Like you give SATs. Or you follow the Traffic Rules.
But that stereotype of mine has fallen from the top most shelf and is in a million pieces, being swept away by a broom.
I don't feel like anything has changed.
Other than being in a completely different house, with different people and waking up a little early than usual.
Last year, right about this time, I had a very different idea of where I wanted to be.
But I am satisfied of where I am right now. Its a good place. With excellent food. And lots of books.
The only accomplishment of mine this past year has been making through all this. I feel like getting a tattoo of "I MADE IT" on my forehead.
And the best part about is that I still feel like myself. I feel like the Sumaica who strives for extra-ordinary things, loves Pizza and sees the world a little differently.
So life is not that bad. Come to think of it, its not bad at all.
Except a lot of people bitching about different things. But than that always happens.
What about you ? I think, in my ramblings, I completely forgot that you exist. I haven't seen you around much. Mainly, because now my view from the bathroom has changed.
But no worries, I will find a way to see you again.